Saturn (retro) and rahu combination in royal house Leo, 4th and in Purva Phalguni nakshatra. And Jupiter (retro) in Pushya … my moon in 2nd in mrigashira mithun, and 9th house is stacked with Mars, mercury and sun. ? my question is, high integrity is an issue, and my loved ones none of them have understood me even to certain extent. Why do I have clashes with my mother? Why is she never honest and kind to me , in front of me. She scolds me till date in front of everyone, but deep down her she is possible and concerned about me. Will I ever feel relieved from this situation in this life? Should I really take it as – this is it for my this life? This is controlling me and impacting me on my day to day life, I cannot teach myself to learn to be not so emotional in this particular regard. I am very bold and confident person, however, I have failed a million times here when my mother is not open and transparent with me, and she wants to purposefully pretend to be not kind. Mother and sister have paired up , and they have not talked to me properly in last 8 years. I’m currently running Saturn(R) mahardasha, and Venus yuti till may 2025. This has been impacting since I know I recall from my childhood, and is impacting me in my work, marital life, parenting, and what not, literally on everything. Hard to digest the fact a mum can have inhibitions with her own first child. God has given me everything without even me asking him for anything. ? but why am I tested in this aspect. A person who is 40+ and so still immature to ignore this fact and move on.
- remidies and answers please ??