Hello! Kudos to the team!

I present myself here, with something that often takes a lot toll on me. Relationships. Relationships seem to be the only thing i really seem to not let go, or grow in terms of treating them as associations. For context: March 2022 Had my first relationship ( which did not last long enough ) , breakup March 2022. Post breakup – Got into spirituality, and grew a huge tonne , in terms of accepting things, letting go of grudges and much more . Got control over my anxiety, and depressive thoughts have gotten super low by this point.

Even though i seem to have grown in aspects of mental peace, i seem not to be growing in the following 2 areas :  1. Putting things into action ( Saturn R) 2. Relationships (Venus R).

I seem to be invested into the idea of having relationships so bad, it takes a huge toll on me. Could you please help me find a way I could employ best , as per my chart, to grow further.

Also could you please have a look at the general spiritual growth as per the chart.

D.0.B. 13th October 2002 [ 17:22 I.S.T.] Kullu, Himachal Pradesh

Thank you!