Need some help.

Dob 5/4/93 2:10 min pm delhi

Cancer Ascendant 24° ,

With Jupiter 15° hasta retro conjunct with moon 2° darkaraka uttra phalguni 3rd house,
rahu 21° jyeshtha 5 house,
Saturn 3°dhanishta conjunct with mercury 26° purva bhadrapada amatya karaka in 8 house,
Venus 15° retro combust exalted utra bhadrapada conjunct with sun 21° revti in 9 house ,.
Ketu 21° rohini 11 house ,
mars 26° punarvasu in 12 house atma karaka,

Currently struggling with career and studies stuck in CA finals, laziness and works always delayed at the end, financial struggles coupled with professional troubles

is there any ray of hope left?
Any help?

What is the meaning of two retro aspecting each other? And both the retrograde planet are dagadh and badhak as I born on Chaturdashi.

And in today’s video of Venus retro sir told that Venus retro conjunct with 2 nd lord makes a native rich but here in this case it is opposite.

What is the essence of chart, karma related to the chart?

Can I start YouTube channel?

And taxation and litigation/ strategy and management can be pursued as a career both are part of same job profile.

I want to achieve Something Big +manner #legacy.

But there are always roadblocks and setback

Since the childhood . And schooling finance and personal prosperity is zero.

And any remedies, suggestions and prediction of horoscope.  .