I am D-1 pisces and D-9 scorpio,,, i  have seen a lot adversity in life, a lot of lacking in life of resources, my family/mother had suffered a lot due to lack of finances and money. I had to suppress my desires throughout my childhood( same for my sister) due to this, and now after so many traumas i am here at something steady i have 2 questions:

1.) will i be able to give my family some comfort and when will i have peace and enough means in my life so that i can life without any suffering.

2.) when will i find my guru get deep into my studies of the divine, of jyotish, of this MAHA-MAYA